VODKA DREAMS

2007-04-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

I've not started studying!

2007-04-16T19:50:00.000-07:00

>> Kindly stop putting up that oh-so-fucking face, thank you

hi dearest, its been a long long long long time since ive updated my blog. but i suppose no one will bother to read. so its like, im so tan now cos of that Redang trip. everyone will go arnd asking me ridiculous question e.g. " Eh, did you went tanning?" its like DUH ! if not how did my skin colour change? maybe i applied some XXX brand's dark skin solution so thats why im "dark" now. and its interesting you knw why, people ask me " You went SENTOSA for tanning?" i was wondering, why must it be SENTOSA?! thats funny. outof ten people i swear 9 people will ask me that silly question. seems like getting a tan skin in my sch will invite all these ridiculous questions.

sch is like totally fuckstrating. i hate my historytcher cus she cant teach, i hate my p.o.a tcher i cant understand her, i hate my chem tcher cus im in dilema having to see new faces each lessons. currently we have a eurasian that weighs 150kilograms and shes told me that we cant laugh during lessons, cant comb your hair, cant ask her stuffs cos she will ans you this " YOU! YOU DONT HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO" sucha bimbo right?! thats her very own line.

went to plazasing for lunch with jenson,jason,jenny,joelynne,jingkai,jonathan,weitat. the guys had their lunch at Carls Jr while jenny,jo and i had omellete wrapped noodle and rice. i like the chilli powder : DDD
the guys had free flow of drinks so we joined them at Carls. i like eating lemons! it boost my mind reaally. i wanna buy some lemon frm the supermarket so i can pop a slice or two in my mouth while i study just to keep myself awake. right jenny? > :]]]
shopped arnd and i really wna save $ to buy some tops from dorothyperkins! there are many new designs that caught my eyes. right now i need more *kachings* to survive.
we did something stupid. its like we lined up along the washroom and we clapped loudly when people walked through us. seow wei tat suggested : D

I LOVE VIVIEN, JOELYNNE,JENNY & LAURA! : DDD

i love You
10/04/07 > :]]]

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Better off that wayI'm better off alone anyway

2007-03-31T19:58:00.000-07:00

>> I miss the love i received everyday

wasnt in good mood tday, cos i saw the netballers. not gna elaborate much on that. flashbacks of memories back in hell was torturing my mind. f every single thing.

met up with this bitch for jogging at yck stadium tday after the performance.

runs along the track, sit ups, lemonbarley, watermelon. thats what i call LOVE. bye humans.

2007-03-30T22:52:00.000-07:00

>> Im dead tired

it's just 3more days to SYF and theres speechday performance tmr. im gna die without a good night slp soon.

oh yes! im loving kaishing,brenda! we've been crapping around and laughing almost each training. lololols.
wonder hws life gna be without them after the SYF competition.

anyway, heres some pics taken with L the past few days.

ciaos for now!

2007-03-28T10:36:00.000-07:00

>> Simple text frm you each day, thats enough

haven been updating so here i am to update a little. hopefully i can rmb what happened these past few days.

Saturday24thmarch
went tuition with L and met up with weitat,jenson,elisa,haiping,woonjia. they were doing art at mac. steph & kaishing came for awhile to buy the black formal top for sunday's performance at tampineseCC. left for kovan's mac to meet V after her gb training. sylvia,jeremy & hui yu were there eating. we were all laughing our ass off becos of this girl flying kite right outside mac. she made it herself for her project thingy. surprisingly she was huiyu and jeremy's pri sch friend. kinda disturb her and bluffed her that jeremy wants her contact number.

Monday26thmarch
broke down during artlesson at the lab after talking to isabellakang outside class. i dont wna elaborate that much. i guess he dont even knw how i feel being accused and worries of being kicked out of school if things gets worse cos mrTTY knws about that record last yr. i was on the verge of being sent back to that freakingschool by him and my relatives and parents had to come down to sch to beg him.

Tuesday28thmarch
caught stomp the yard with L at bishanJ8. fell alsp during the movie and L had to wake me up.
haha! it was boring at first thats why i just had to slp. i wna watch mrbean'sholiday but some guys told me that it has no link and its not worth it to pay 7-9 bucks for that ticket.
L & i were like laughing throughout the day of minor things or ppl. J8 has lots of weird people hanging around.

TODAY!
performed during assembly tday. damn embarrased cos we had to put on the purplish costume.
i look like some china aunty. ohkay nvm, im thinking far too much. went to ponggol end beach with brenda & kaishing. it was fun when we were experiencing the joy and thrill of being on a rollercoast on bus82. try it the next time when ure on 82 to ponggol end. took few pics and will upload it by friday if im nt tired. haha!
7 more days to SYF.

2007-03-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

> She's fake

i woke up early in the morning and i thought of you. its impossible to be with you but as i walked to the bus stop, i just kept wondering. I walked to school with eyes that just welled up with tears. its kinda embarassing i dint wanna bump into smone familiar. nevertheless, i hope that is the upcoming period that causes how emo i am today.

sorry, so i've decided to update again, tho im kinda reluctant. i saw them tgt tday at the bustp. suddenly i felt like an ass. have a yr of friendship been erased off cos of this guy? you merely smiled at me when you saw L and me. no more jokes or laughters or even a simple hello. whats wrng in this world. do you really think C is a true friend of yours and J is gna be a bigfuckboyfriend of yours FOR LIFE !? big NO NO. please wake up.
i haven't got to catch up with her since last year. it's so so different now after she gt her bigfuckboyfriend.
there are many broken friendships recently. im really scared cos i dont wna lose any of my close friends.
right now your officially outof my life. takecare bitch.

so like im chatting with Shawn now. somehow some arse in our class stole his phone during artlesson in the digital lab. and that someone may have even thrown away his SIM card. this phone has sentimental value to him. whoever it is i hope you'll kindly return the phone to Shawn alright.
ciaos!

>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wjVuLvFuSk
its exactly how im feeling right now :'(

2007-03-21T22:15:00.000-07:00

> Stop giving me that smile of yours

cleaned off the nicely manicured fingers and finally, back to school.
three days of training thru out the whole week of marchholi.
may hell be with me. damn.

training tday was dreadful. our conductor left us in the ava cos some creatures were talking when shes teaching. i cant take it anymore seriously. sher has always been the one who is actively participating. its smting we shld learn frm and just bear with all these shits for a few more weeks. ive tried my best but im sorry. i may not be able to take it anymore. smhow im not talented and im a slow learner, i just cant pick up things fast. basically its sher who has been with me all these while and thats why im still on track and hanging on there. steph broke down tday. of cos i knw we are in the wrng as in we were late. but we've got valid reasons. like what mdmDCY said we were late so we are in the wrng. no reasons shld be entertained. i agree on that but whats with the jumping jack thing if we are late ? is this somekinda military/boot camp cca ?
maybe our cello grp has always been coming late. namely, me,steph,bren,shing. but i still do not see the need of jumping jack ? some kinda punishment ? haha!?!

heard smthing ridiculous. we were told to sell off two tickets each for this sunday's performance at tampineseCC. its $10 a ticket each. if we cant sell off these tics we got to fork out our own money.
i dont knw its true or not but hey $10/atic isnt a small sum. and what for getting your friends/family down there just to enjoy only a 2-3min put up by our sch and then its over.
maybe this post might offend some PEOPLE. but i dont give a damn alrdy. i dont mind being pointed arnd and maybe bitchings abt me and stuffs. im knw i cant play my instrument well but HEY im proud of it. im proud of my beloved cello members.

>> i cant face you anymore. die bastard die! burn in hell!!

2007-03-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

> LABEL IT LOVE.

caught movie-primeval tday with joe&vien. th show aint bad. lots of bloody scene.
gna catch up th messengers & haunted sch with besties. had lunch @ longjohn saw someone that resembles J. and oh, some f person actually "pangseh" me for tday's outing. was pissed off but forget it, i dont want to hate you. and how you treat bestie in sch i knw it very well.
anyway after our movie we traind t hgmall t get our friendshipband. hahah. and we went in th libary's children corner t tie our bands. after that we traind t cp for bus home. saw that fuglybitch in th interchange. started to reminisce the past.

>to the YOU
she was the one that torn my world apart and changed my life. i saw her staring at me and i stared back real hard. i hate seeing her and her "beng&lian" pte ltd bla bla. shes sucha two-sided-face person. whenever i think about that very day i could just slap the hell out of her and torture her in each and everyway i can think of. how you & your bloody "godsis" spoil my reputation in that sch. im out of it. im leading my life and mending whatever mistakes ive made along the way. i can swear that i dint make that police report for goodness sake.
i dint even fking knw how mrwee knew that incident. but well since smone stand up for justice, serve you right. th good always triump. i dont wna see you again, if i were to see you again, lets play the game of middle finger. (you love it dont you?)goodbye bitch and i love God.

sentosa this sunday. greaaat! : D

2007-03-14T03:54:00.001-07:00

i should update.

the one week vacation had just began. nothing enchanting has happen so far, except heading back to sch for CO practises. i have yet to complete my holiday assignments.

shall blog on Sun 11th
jenson & andrew came up my hse at noon. then we went to take train @ yckmrt to bugis to meet up vien,lala,joe for dinner @ marinasq. we ate at secretrecipe.
it was fun hanging out with them. loves.

Tues 13th
met nic in the morn to marinasq to buy sandals for my rendang trip on april. its like they ran out of sizes, theres only giantsizes. wasted our time searching for that very shop.
had lunch at the foodcourt. nic finished up my leftover 'banmian' , damn cute la. haha.
called S after our lunch and then we went to ps to meet her. shopped arnd and bought loreal's concealer & there was this clutch & lipgloss that comes along with it. then we wanted to make appointment for our manicure @ 'goodearthnail' but that __ was so fuckdup and we were so pissed off by her attitude so we went down to basement for frenchmanicure, tho it was much more cheaper but their service is definately much more better. that manicurist was so cute, we were talking bout the sistic thingy. lollollols. nic waited for us while we we waiting for our layers to dry up. it was cold to actually sit in front of the portable fan blowing at you.
then niel came to join us. we trained back to kovan for dinner at pizzahut. saw jenson,robin and few other guys. after dinner we rent some vcds back home. i've got step up, colic, shutter.
shutter isnt that scary but its a true story? i dont think it shld be rated NC16 tho.

anyway niel called me and told me something funny.
he bought the 300 movie ticket at cathay and he and his friends couldnt get in. hahas.
cos its rated M18, fred told me that spear pierced through the enemy's rib, heads were chopped off. how vicious and crude huh.
im gna catch haunted school soon! anyone??

2007-02-26T19:14:00.000-08:00

maths remedial was a mental breakdown for me.
everything seemed to be toppling over, soon it will be like the great wall of china.
i'll have to do some soul searching tonight then.

im not in my best mood now. lots of stuffs happened.
byelah.
imnothappy imnothappy imnothappy imnothappy AT ALL.

2007-02-23T20:33:00.001-08:00

My next phrase.

ive neglected my blog for long so here i come!
had eng common test tday, tested on compo. yea, & i wrote abt 517 words in all.
was shocked lah cos ive never write a compo more than 300 words ?
met up with ping in the morn @ her bustop & bought peanut pancake for breakfast.
the weather was so damn hot the whole day and i was sweating like hell :(
i realised something so far, ive been forgetting to bring stuffs to sch and more.
this morning i nearly gt punished for nt bringing my thermometer, damn and i can rmb to text jenson to remind him when i forgotten mine. someone please exhange your brain with mine?
meanwhile read this guys,

CAPRICORN (Teenage mag.)
" You can be such forgetful person sometimes! This mth, you're gna lose smthing tts very impt to you. Time t work on that memory of yours! At home, your parents will be nagging at you about schoolwork, so please rmb to complete all your homework on time. "

I SWEAR ITS DAMN FUCKING TRUE PLEASE!
im so forgetful nowadays and even lazy! My parents are nagging on me to revise schwork and stuffs and i haven been handing up mathshw up on time! oh dear how true it is.
hmm.. but i wonder what impt thing am i gna lose tho.
gna mug hard right now! so byelah!

georgialee i need botox! :(

2007-02-15T20:37:00.000-08:00

i

haven't

done

a

decent

bit

of

studying.

whoa yeah baby. not a tiny whiny bit of studying :(
fine, i shall start frm tday onwards!
shall absorb as much as i can in my pea brain.
gna blog more on 13th Feb.

13th Feb
16 people inculding me carried down our desk and chair down outside generaloffice to finish up our composition & copy thrice as our punishment :/

14th Feb

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL.

SPREAAAD THEE LOVE!!!
<3

hahahha ! jen,joelynne,kaishing passed me v'day note :D
jenson,karmen,meifeng,angela shared chocs&sweets.
stella brought stuffed cheese hotdogs.
i love my class baby(:
brought few stalks of rose and gave it to the Rojaks, jen,meifeng,haiping,asyura.

went to bugis and got a new bag after sch tgt with vien.
saw this scary old man that kept following us!
hahhha, after that train down to plazasing to accompany vien to buy b'day present for cylvi & liyan.

~~i love you.~~

2007-02-12T20:15:00.000-08:00

i see you whining and grinding up on that pole
i see you looking at me and you already know

im sick of school already please.
lessons lessons lessons break lessons lessons cca cca remedial.
sucha daily routine. i hate p.o.a, i hate maths, i hate chem, i hate HISTORY.
BUT I'LL ABSORB YOU ALL IN MY PEA BRAIN NO MATTER how much i detest you, yes.
chinese newyear is coming besides collecting red packets, playing with cousins and indulging on those cookies i dislike it when relatives ask how's your studies and stuffs.

just reach home for smtime.
jenson my loyal bro (haha he's really a nice guy. hey, GIRLS OUT THERE HERE HE COMES! :D ) sent laura &me home! to be actual, is walking home. from kovan to hougang.
walked &talked alot.
earlier on laura, me &ping went to CP for lunch and basically shop for my bag &jacket.
i wanna go bugis badly. first time ever right? yeah, cos i realise i haven got any proper bag that sastify me. been using the brazil & ink shoulder bag. so back to CP, haven found any stuffs there and went back school to look for the Rojaks and robin.
elisa is so damn creepy. shared ghost stories, evryone freaked out when woonjia surprised us.
damn, i realise theres so many fun people in YYSS. e.g. jen,woonjia,jenson,elisa & more.

times up.
im sticky and hot.
gdbye &i love the ROJAKs.
2more days to V'DAY.

2007-02-08T17:20:00.000-08:00

her affair is not your business

bloghopped for a while.
ytd had fishball mee at S11 with Vien,Cyl,Laura.
Robin,Zhiquan,Jansen,Kahbin joined us after a lil while.
after lunch, they came my hse to play poker and talked.
was kinda bored then we all went down to basketball court to see the guys play.
Jansen,Robin,Quan,Kahbin trashed them well. hahah :D
played catching and blindfold catching at the playgrnd then off to hgpoint to get drinks.
kahbin treat us bubbletea. he's so damn crappy, just like an laoahpeh. he's like, "aunty, hows life, great?" haha > [:

so, school's kinda alright tday.
i have been feeling extremely sleepy in school.
kept my mouth shut almost the whole day till english lesson.
was called up to ans Ms Yani's question.
i guess some people may find it ironic, well thats exactly why im living my life in regrets. year 05 was just nightmare for me. i'll nvr forget for my entire life i guess?
it was pretty much of a disaster tday because i was rushing through my maths during chi lesson. tomorrow shall be another typical friday.
why does time passes so fast? im not in the right frame of mind now.
common test right after CNY, that means lesser fun more study.
i loathe school. my pea brain cant absorb that much of knowledge in a day. :(

i will be gng cell frm tmr onward tgt with Joelynne,Vien,Cyl and some other GB girls.
Joelynne will be dancing tmr. gna support her yeah. (=
farewell!
-mugmugmugmugmugmug

lost confident in Lord. sigh.

2007-02-03T17:44:00.000-08:00

dearest blogspot.
10 more days t valentine's day.
hahah :D date me out someone?
lololols, im just kidding.
anyway, i bought some mallows&sweets and baked cookies tday.
gna give to my dearest friends as v'day gift =)
was afraid i'll screw up evrything but luckily i dint.
alright gta stop here for now.
ciaos.

CA COMING.

....NIGHTMARE BEGINS !

life is sucha bore, dont knw why.
just some random thoughts, what do i want in life?
i dont knw what i want in life.
i living my life in regrets.
for all the past mistakes ive made, its still haunting me.
why? h-e-l-p-h-e-l-p !

2007-02-02T20:34:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS!

I LOVE ANGELA TEO!
I LOVE JENNY CHENG!
I LOVE LAURA LIM!
I LOVE HAI PING!
I LOVE KARMEN!
I LOVE ELISA!
I LOVE JOELYNNE WOO!
I LOVE MEI FENG!
I LOVE STELLA MOK!
I LOVE HO KAH BIN!
I LOVE CHONG AIK!
I LOVE ROBIN HWEE!
I LOVE SEOW WEI TAT!
I LOVE TAN JUN YI!
I LOVE JENSON YEOW!
I LOVE IAN CHOW!
I LOVE JASON!

I LOVE 3D !

im loving my class. thats all!
lots and lots of love people. :DDDD

2007-02-01T19:00:00.000-08:00

hello ppl!
ive never blogged for some time but i love blogging so i must update! haha :D
Sunday 28th Jan
went to cousin's hse at toapayoh with mom.saw alfred tan! he dyed his hair.
cant even recognise him.
alright then i helped out my aunty with pineapple making for an hour plus or so.
next to toapayoh interchange with cousin to buy his hair cream thingy at watson.
dinner at cousin's hse. -smiles.

Monday 29th Jan
went for co after sch. finally we have juniors of our own. haha!
after training, met laura at bustop and went home tgt.

Tuesday 30th Jan
went out with jen,la,ping after sch to hgmall.
had longjohn for lunch. bitched bout ___. =)
robin joined us after his taking out his stich at his eyebrow.
walked around and took neos :D
robin was like, i go home la, shy la. then we were like, treat us as sisters or not. hahaha!
after neos robin went home. bitches and i went to buy soya pearly then to ntuc to buy sweets to munch in class tmr.
saw this two cedar girls that totally turned us off. we were so pissed off that we actually followed right behind them.
then she was telling her friend, they are following us or smthing.jen heard her saying fuck. well, im totally disgusted.
after that,we went up foodcourt to sit forawhile then off to the interchange.
accompanied ping,la,jen waiting for bus then went off to vivo to meet mom.
shopped at tangs. i got myself an addidas watch. =)
went to candyempire to get a gift for mom's friend.
we got this belgium chocolate for him. and i got myself jellybeans :D

TODAY!
nth much happened. had four tests today.
i guess i'll flung my maths & p.o.a.
mrs tan must be dissapointed with me.
i hate maths really. i cant count, i cant think.
i tried hard, & at least now i stay awake during lesson.
just gta keep trying and buck up.
alright enough of maths.
so went fooling arnd with junyi,chongaik,ian,syuqrie,jen,ping,lala.
was fun and my stomach hurt so badly of all the laughings.
hahaha! rock on 3D ! :DDD

2007-01-23T16:47:00.000-08:00

back from sch :]
wasnt feeling well in th morn so slept till 9plus.
bathed then off to sch late.
felt pissed off la :/
people are like looking at me, cos im supposed to be in sch at tht time.
textd lauralim on bus, she said shes eating in th canteen(with kamen&joe),then told me to look for her there.
so its like, it shld be chem lesson but they forgtten and actually ate beehoon in th canteen.
hahahah, cute friends of mine :D
anyway, went up to class and had chem test.

after th test was recess, dint went down.
ping shared half of her sandwich with me :]]
and yes jen! cheese is nice! lolololl.
evryone in class is xtra nice to me tday la!
ping shared sandwich, syuqrie threw litter for me, jonathan filled up my bottle for me.
then syuqrie say, cos your late then evryone's nice to you.
walauu then i'll be late everday.
hahaa when asyura saw me shes like, walau melody why you nvr call me when you are late la.
cute la she :D

i shared bubblegums with my classmates tday.
bt dont have enough to give chongaik,jen,ping,weitat,jason.
sorry guys :[
tmr alright? heh hehh.
i swear ianchow is funny. like DUH.
he cant blow th gum. he tried so hard, poor him! hahah.
tried hard teaching him while hiding from tcher.
hahhah then jenson got his mouth stickkyy.
so we chewed and chewed and chewed thruout th day.
meifeng says by chewing gums helps exercise your facial muscles.
so evryone! start chewing and chew and chew.

went t hgmall right after sch alone to collect th jersey.
i was early, so i went t th libary and read up some books.
i was reading this book, hazel, not nut.
wanted to borrow it bt i dint bring my libary card. :[
gna search for it someday when ive return the other two books i borrowed.
saw meifeng at the bustop and we board the same bus.
chat a lil. dint knw that shes staying near me la.
hahaha its damn near abt 10mins walk frm my hse.

gna chat in msn and start dng my tution hw.
so bye!
till then i saw you, your still the same

2007-01-19T21:53:00.000-08:00

hello.
like im finally blogging, yeah :D
sch is fun, with lots of fun people around.
lots of ramdom people like, meifeng,minchoo,leeling,thomaslee,angela,
elisa,janson,weitat,
junyi,ianchow,robin,
brenda,kaishing,shermin,steph,laura,chinkeong,ardi,
suqrie,jenny,fabian,wenjie,vien,cylvi.
and more la. wide circle of friends huh? oh shutup please. haha!

hmmm well theres tuition tmr with lauralim. our first lesson,
wonder what kind of people we will be seeing there. and please cheer up bitch.
you knw, yah i hope you are feeling better after the long chat we had just now. i love you.
and weitat passed me a namecard. we are thinking of making our class-tee.
it will be my first class-tee ever. so im real excited. its at queens and at reasonable price, thats what weitat said.
shall stop here for now! (=
ciaos.

2007-01-14T21:06:00.000-08:00

sorry for the lack of updates. school has been fun and hilarious for me so far.
im enjoying to go school recently. new beginning i call it. BUT big nono for bio class.
im sorry for saying this but mrs peh sucks big time, which is proven to me so far.
three lessons, all we learn is, what are cells.
a primary sch kid can simply answer you.
her presence gets my eyes bleed profusely.

my heart contradicts my mind. i feel right being part of a big community again, being back to sch again and doing stuff tht are rightfully wht i shld do.
but at the same time, my old self rekindled and it wanted all the old stuff badly, wanted the old faces, wanted the old hangout places, wanted the old lifestyles.
it's just so weird my head is spinning.

i feel nothing when i see you except hatred and getting disgusted.
i am super mother fucking disgusted by you and your presences.
thank god, i had friends around.

2007-01-07T19:44:00.000-08:00

serious studying shall start on monday.
im starting to enjoy going to school.
perhaps its due to the change of environment and people around me like classmates and teachers.
but the bad thing is i cant get to sit with my bitches.
jen is sitting right infront of me, lala & ping is sitting somewhere on my right.
i cant talk to lala becos of this guy, jonathan.
he's crazy & funny. ironic guy. like he tend to interrupt while im talking to lala.
roarrrrrr!
& i have a new partner, Ian.
jen is sitting with joseph(the so called cute one), like he doesnt respond unless you SHOUT right into his ears. tts bad i knw but haha its funny la. he just keep smiling and smiling.

alright! bad news now, chinese holiday assignment.
8 compos and i haven started on one. dead.
lala is dying to finish off evrything. i lost the paper so i cant start on any.
like walau eight chinese compo you can really jump off the building right now or bang your head on the wall for hundred times. shit.
and theres CO tmr. carrying cello to sch again. its damn fucking bulky when you have to cross the road with it, carry it on bus, walk up the stairs with it, walk home again with the cello.
damn. =(

ahh right now i shld enjoy as much as i can cos lessons and mugging sucks like hell.
bye!

2007-01-04T22:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =)

hahah its my b'day today !
lots of greetings from friends :}
Jen was the first to text me! haha.
& Vien passed me a prezzie.
wna thank these ppl,

Duan Jin, Haiping, Vera, Rebecca, Yan Zhen, Esther,
Millie, Stephanie, Maisy, Gerlene, Huiwen, Jian Bin,
Jenny, Laura, Vivien, Wenjie, Cylvi, Jiapei, YongXiang,
Chun Sen, Fabian, Kee Teck, Darien, Ardi, Kelson, ShiMin,
Jacq, Stella, Joanne, Lloyd, Brenda, Rowell

yup (=
if your name's not here tag me okay ?
school was alright today.
went to hgmall for lunch with ping & lala.
after that ping went off first.
went to cp with lala.
we went to the libary to borrow bks. ahhaha.
some of you might wonder why, cos somehow both of us needa improve our essay writing.
reading helps so.. lol.

so im like chatting with rowell now.
her sis is in our sch la. like omg.
hahah gna check it out tmr. :P
kaypo a lil bit, see if they look alike.

&& ! bren will nt be gng CO tmr.
miss her =(
oh yea, i needa carry my cello to sch tmr. which is so bulky to board the bus.
someone drive me to sch please!
ahhhh alright bye for now!

2007-01-03T17:30:00.000-08:00

1 day left to my Birthday
school sucks today i swear.
everything sucks today.
i hate school.
fuck it.

i dont feel excited at all.
school sucks big time :{
my butt hurts sitting down for such long time.
attire check sucks.
and that __ say cylvi dye her hair when its her natural hair colour.
like please? !@*&#
somehow im not in my best mood.
other than laughing with Jen & girls, im in a damn fucking mood.
i guess jiapei's the only one that noticed.
well, just hope i'll get better and eventually get used to this 'new' enviroment.
(new classmates,new tchers, etc.)
maybe i shldnt be feeling and thinking it in this way,
like hey theres still jen,ping,lala,steph in class.

okay so tmr's my b'day.
i think theres still 11 more days till the elmo from kelson reaches sg.
kelson ordered it from net. it cost a bomb.
thanks kelson (: a great friend la.
well will be hanging out my girls after school tmr i guess. but haven figure out where to go la.
gotta bathe for now.
so bye!

2007-01-02T21:15:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year guys.

outing with yckps besties to kickstart the new year.
shimin,jacq,joanne,stella,lloyd,beehui,steph.

2006 had been a difficult and tedious year for me.
the change of friends around me, led me to a certain impact of life.
i've seen enough of 06, its just a major whirlwind and mishmash of everthing.
i just pray for a better year ahead.
last year has taught me to relinquish one's hold.
resolutions for 07
-a smooth year ahead.
-meeting new people & all.
-keeping in touch with some ex-closefriends.(yckps year 04, nvss, etc.)
-getting good grades.
and more that i'll add on soon.

school starts tmr.
shall turn in early, gdnight.

2006-12-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

finally i get to blog.
internet was kinda laggy due to the earthquake in taiwan.
so can you believe sch's reopening soon?
its like oh-my-god, faints.
no more late nights, no more waking up late, bland life (waking up at 6, catching the same bus for the whole year, etc.), piles of homeworks, revisions, lesser time on net and more and more.
but i'll get to see my friends everyday, hangouts after sch, so well its nt that bad lar? :/

shall stop here for now.
(:

2006-12-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

whoa, i haven been blogging!
cos basically nth much happenings & stuffs.

okays so accompanied nielsen to Amk ITE's customer service centre to make enquiry on appealing some courses that he wants.
but there isnt la. cos most of his subj are ungraded.
well so maybe gna repeat his sec four nxt year :/

went on to j8 for movie.
watched Night At The Museum alrdy.
not bad actually. its worth watching (:
then after the movie, we saw kim & bryan.
those two mediacorp artiste.
managed to take a few shots of them filming.
will upload the pics ltr on.

then steph called me.
shes having dinner on x'mas.
so i gta inform ppl like,
Shi Min, Jacq, Joanne, Stella.
okays gta go for now!
byedie.
p.s. im getting my IC done soon. which is like so cool yeah? :P

2006-12-12T12:35:00.000-08:00

Hi people!
Performance was great.
Pasir Ris Sec did well, so did our sch.
Dinglaoshi praised us at the backstage. (:
Will upload the pics soon, cos im feeling a lil lazy now.
These three days is really tiring, plus some stuffs that happened over there.
Theres kinda bond btween each & evry CO members with all these rehersals on going.
It felt great when those PRSS cello mates at backstage cheered for us.

Saw Jac & her sis Kathy.
Haha ive been seeing Jacqueline this few weeks.
Kelson textd me again.
He couldnt find Elmo at UnitedSquare la.
So he will be gng Orchard Forum to look for Elmo.

Bye!

2006-12-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

Firstly, quick REPLIES for tags!

JAC: Hello pretty! Leave me ur blog link! Ty! :D
WANNI: Hey! Sure. but recently im stucked with my CCA thingy. I'll contact u guys soon.
REB: Yup sure. I'll do my linkies soon.
SHIMIN: Hihi! Haha. Meet up with Wanni & girls soon. I'll fix a date before sch reopens alright!
RACH: Heys, yep you too. Will link u up.
ESTHER: Haha yep you too. Anyway, which Esther are you? Sry. :D
JENNY: Lol, i saw those pics while browsing thru my stuffs. Hahah! ANYWAY,PLS TAKECARE ALRIGHT. Chat with u in messenger soon.

Hello!
Ive abandoned my blog for days partly becus im lazy & busy.
& now i back.
It's 12.12am now.
Just reach home :D
Went to Victoria Concert Hall with Steph to support HS band & esp Daniel,Samuel,Juliana,Alicia.
Cus the other day, Dan invited Steph & eventually i was invited too.
Saw Jacqueline again today over there.
She was with her friends.
Chat & joke abt some stuffs. lol.
Saw Sofia too.

Talked to SamuelChong and DanielChan.
But was all in a rush.
Greeted them and left.
Yeah. Wasted.
Its been so long we've met.
Saw the smile on Sam, i guessed he really did enjoy himself.
Well done my friend. (:
Was looking out for him thru out the whole performance.
Meet up someday alright Sam?
& DanielChan was so damn popular can?
Like cheering for him & stuffs.
And some guys passed us a lunchbox.
They wanted us to pass it to Daniel.
It was his dinner and those guys were like,
"Eh, dont eat okay. Must pass it to Daniel."
lol. HEY like dont worry. Im nt hungry to that extend.

We walked to Clarke Quay from Victoria and asked Steph to phone Bren to meet up @ Hgpoint taxi stand for tmr's rehersal thingy.
Then Belinda called me a few times.
Crapped, laughed and shouted on phone while walking along the Singapore River.
Damn lots of ti ko peh & bahpoks. Burn in hell man.
Had dinner @ burgerking with Steph.
JunJian came after he sent his gf off.
Vivien darling called me!
Yes! Sisters are gng out tmr and asking me out too but i have rehersal at Tampinese tmr!
Sigh. Missing them lots.

After dinner we walked all the way back to Victoria theatre to look for transport home.
But there wasnt any buses that can bring us home.
Walked further down to Citylink and took train home.
Was damn tired and warm cus we were rushing all the way back home and took turns talking to Belinda at the same time.
Reached Hougang interchange arnd 11.40pm.
Ran to board bus 325.
I swear it was so damn tiring.
Granny & Dad were worried abt me.
Damn now i feel so guilty.
Like they waited for me till 12plus.
Granny is in her 80s & Dad has to wake up at 6.30am for work.
Fuck myself. Really. & now my Granny cant even slp well.
Damn it.

YSTD
Kelson texted me.
He's buying a big Elmo for my birthday.
HAHA! Thanks bro.
Ive nvr receive soft toys ever before.
Was so happy la.
Then i told him to share buying present for Vivien.
Cus we are nt sure what to buy la.

Yeah my birthday coming! :D
Count down pls!!

&&& ! Im missing Sisters!

2006-12-02T19:19:00.000-08:00

So like, hi.
Went down to Ntuc with Mum&grandma to replenish stuffs.
My lips are still hurting. fuckingburningsensation.
Oh well, like i wash my lips to ensure its clean and apply the cream the doctor gave me,
eat the tabs in the morn and before i go to bed,
BUT ITS LIKE STILL THE SAME. damn.
I shall be patient and wait for it to heal.

My Mum went for her company annual x'mas dinner last night.
There was lucky draw.
Guess what? She won a HP deskjet 3920 printer.
That's the 7th prize.
Well that's not suprising.
Ok sounds ironic but its true.
Of all of the dinner ive been to this year.
I'll at least get smthing for lucky draw.
Yes, shit luck :D

Hmms,Steph textd me the other day asking whether i wna go jogging with her arnd her area.
So im gna like start jogging on nxt Monday.
In fact every morning if shes free and able to wake up early.
Belinda & Ping just called me,
Conf for awhile.
Tried hard to speak. damn.

Jenny's at Taiwan.
Jiapei's at China.
Laura's at Malaysia.
Im missing my girls.
& I love being late gng CO with Bren,Steph,Sher,Shing.
ahaha i miss Dinglaoshi's scoldings after missing a lesson on Fri.

Jenny was chasing after me :D

Posing as rivals by the river. ahahha.
These pics are taken long ago, nvm.
Bye !

2006-12-01T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hellos,
Went to see doctor in the morn, at hgpoint.
My lips hurts and its kinda swollen or smthing. :(
So grandma accompanied me down this morn.
Doctor says its becus i ate smthing tht cause allergic reaction.
But like i cant recall i ate anything?
Like ive been eating bread,noodles,cereal.
Its more like eating home these few days.
Doctor gave me a valseline to apply on my lips and two diff types of tabs to take.

Saw Jacqueline Lau at kopitiam.
She was with two guys.
Wanted to like say hi to her but i felt shy.
Yes! Shy.
Cus its been a year i haven been seeing and talking to her?
Sighhs.
Laura Lim is gng Malaysia tmr!
She'll be back on Monday.
She'll will accompany me for haircut soon after shes back.
oh! & hairdying! :D

Okay so im gna rot at home today.
I got an MC, so an excuse not to attend CO.
Hehs ciaos!

2006-11-29T18:06:00.000-08:00

Hello :D
Woke up arnd 8.40am tday.
I knew i was gng t be late for CO again.
ahhaha but no worries.
Steph & Shermin were on my side.
We rot in Mac for like 1hr.
Suppose t b in sch 9am sharp, but ya reached sch arnd 10.15am.
Dinglaoshi reprimanded us.
Two guys frm Pasir Ris Sec joined us for training tday.
Tian Shen & Wei Ming, if im correct. lol.

After CO, went to heartland mall with Bren & Steph.
Strolled arnd and smthing caught my eye.
ahhaha guess what?

Yes! This kiddy thing.
Haha! Bren & Steph sat there waiting for me to like paint the thing.
I chose Santa !

Haha looks alright?
Hope so! :D
I spent $8 on it.
First time playing with this.

So, Im gng Victoria Theatre on 7dec evening.
Steph told me Hougang Sec band will be there performing.
$10 per tic. :D
We'll be getting ticts frm Daniel.
ahahha he's gna sponser half of our cab fare.

Chat with Stella in messenger, hahah shes still as cute and funny.
Talkd bout 5cent thingy! ahhaha. Craps.
& Jiapei's now online at China talking t me.
She promise to jog with me when shes back. Yay :D

Thank you ppl, for leaving url for me, both in messenger & blog.
BYE !

Dear Ping,
Don't be sad or frustrated. I'll be there for you, right girl?
I'll be here to share your thoughts and all.
Perhaps you guys need more time to settle down.
Cheer up! Stay bubbly kays?

2006-11-28T21:45:00.000-08:00

Hello,
New layout.
I lost my links, so if any of you happen to visit my blog or smthing,
leave your link okay?
I'll link you guys up.

So met Niel and Nich.
Cousins outing :D
Watched Battle Of Wits at Yishun's gv.
Had breakfast at burgerking.
Ordered breakfast platter.
The three of us were the first to step in the theatre.
Ahaha how cool.
The lights weren't even switched on.
We got the staffs to switch on for us.

His new outfit. lol.

Breakfast ...

.. Can always make up your day :)

My lips is like swollen.
Damn.
Cos i ____ .
Yeah :(
and there's CO tmr.
Wht the fuck.
It's like 9am-5pm.
8 fucking hrs in sch.
LET ME DIE PLEASE.

Gdbye.